Monday, August 25, 2008

Summers


The nights are getting colder. The days are starting to get noticably shorter. Kids are coming back to college. I know that there is still a good month of nice warm weather, but school acts as a harbinger of things to come. Spending more time indoors sitting around, looking out windows waiting for the temperature to drop. Then in a couple months the thought of being outside at all is miserable. Im really kind of worried. Despite going through alot of shit I feel like this summer was one of the best summers I've ever had, and the tought of that coming to an end bums me out. I know that Lots of the incredible people that I've met and hung out with all summer are leaving, or are going to be busy at school and hanging out with different friends at diffferent places. The days of staying out till 5 am are almost done. Late night bike rides are going to be replace with late night paper writing. I know that I'm probobly over-reacting and that the weather and lack of school is just a small aspect of what made this such a good summer for me, and the larger part is that people that I was with and the impact that they had on me. And I know alot of those people aren't going anywhere and I'm bound to meet more good people in the months to come, but its still like saying goodbye to an old friend. Thats pretty much whats been on my mind recently. That said yesterday was a shining example of a perfect summer day. Despite the fact that I didn't get to visit people in River Falls. I ended up getting coffee, going tubing, and eating tons of awesome food made by awesome people. Then capping the night off in good company going to strange and exotic new locals(whisky dicks). Well enough of the sentimental bullshit, I guess I just wanted to thank all of my friends for helping me through a kind of shitty time in my life, and making this summer really really awesome. You are all great people, you know who you are. Thanks.








Friday, August 22, 2008

Olympics schmalympics

I tireid to find all the olympic cycling stuff and condense it here. So look at what you want.


http://results.beijing2008.cn/WRM/ENG/Schedule/CM.shtml
http://results.beijing2008.cn/WRM/ENG/Schedule/CR.shtml
http://results.beijing2008.cn/WRM/ENG/Schedule/CB.shtml
http://results.beijing2008.cn/WRM/ENG/Schedule/CT_2008-08-19.shtml
http://www.nbcolympics.com/cycling/video/

Plus Im sure there are videos on youtube if you looked

STUFF

Anyone interetsed in going down to Chicago the 30th to hang out with rat patrol for ratification contact me. I might be going but only if I get a car full of people to go with.
Im sure you can find out more about this on NO10, or just go and make it up as it comes.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

work

I'm working as a telemarketer. I'm going through a 4 week training period. I watch 6 hour powerpoint presentations, while coaching a 60 year old through the program I'm trying to learn myself. Yesterday I tried to explain to her that we wern't actually in the program, and it was just a power point presentation for about 15 minuites. This was after an almost hour long presentation on the difference between macs and pcs, and what the internet is. I need a new job..

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

convoluted, yes

Not a whole lot has been happening. I've been dealing with alot of shit, looking for a job, looking for a bike, and trying to have fun. The same old stress' that everyone has. The other day my dad was trying to comfort me, his way of doing this was by telling me what a hard eyar it has been for my whole familey not just me. Not really the epic comforting gesture I was looking for, but it did kind of help put my problems in perspective. At least I'm not in a wheel chair, stroke free, and no one that cloase to me has died. Sydney bought me some groceries and a bottle of wine and we talked about how what we did and learned as kids translated to our lives now, and how our familey has always had these underlying issues that grow more apparent as we get older. It's scary to see them emerge and wonder what they might turn into in the future. We went job hunting again the other day and swapped places. My frustration had began to level out while hers had begun to surface. She tried to tell herself that there was no reason to be frustrated. I tried to tell her that there is no reason not to be. I guess thats a little counter productive, but I've come to realize that there is no point in trying to rationalize emotion. We all get pissed off for no reason, and have bad days, and I really don't think there is any reason to beat ourselves up over it. Now I'm trying to take my own advice and realize that the my percieved problems really aren't all that bad and I should just calm down and let things run their course. There is no point in beating myself up over things I can't change.

Yea thats just a bunch of convoluted rambling, I know.

In real news Magyar, Chris Z, and 2 others took first in the 4man single speed at Wausau this weekend, check out the results here.

Someone just buy me this. ok?